Yes, a very drunken entry tonight, but I have good reason. You see, after 18 years with my company, I was fired today. Yes, fired. I was suprised by my board members and given exacty NO notice and asked to turn my keys in and walked out of the office. After 18 years. What the fuck?? I will likey have more to say in the days to come, but right now I'm stunned. And drunk. Which makes me numb. And that's a good thing, because I can't cry any more than I did this morning. And I don't like to cry in front of other people. So I will prefer to stay drunk and numb until the whole ugly realisation is over.

But what I can say to you all is - there's no such thing as loyalty.