DUTCH GIRL




Not being one to miss out ....

2005-10-06 - 3:11 a.m.

I am not… anywhere near as pretty as I wish I was.

I hurt… when life overwhelms me.

I love… being in the moment.

I hate…making mistakes.

I fear… that I will never really find "love".

I hope…that some day I'll accept what is in my life as enough and stop looking for what I don't have.

I hear… the sound-track of everything.

I crave…attention.

I regret…all the things I've never done.

I cry… rarely. And privately.

I care… to the bottom of my soul, which is usually not good for me.

I always…push the envelope.

I long to... drink every moment to it's fullest.

I feel alone… most of the time.

I listen… to all the things people don't say.

I hide…myself a lot of the time.

I drive… best when alone.

I sing… when no one is listening.

I dance…self-conciously.

I write…in place of talking.

I breathe… poorly.

I play… almost all the time, which usually gets me in trouble.

I miss… all the things I didn't do when they were there to do.

I feel… too much.

I know… that people love me, even when I want to think otherwise.

I say…a lot of things I wish I hadn't said.

I search…for that one moment, all the time.

I learn….from my mistakes.

I succeed…. at most things.

I fail….when I try too hard.

I dream….about everything I repress.

I sleep… less than I want to sleep.

I wonder…. at the beauty of so many things, on a daily basis.

I want…. to experience something new every moment of my life.

I worry….most of the time, especially about what I haven't done today.

I have… a sense of humour that carries me through most things.

I give… way too much.

I fight….for things I believe in.

I wait…. a long time, if its worth it.

I need….something that makes me a lot of money, so that I can support my ridiculous spending habits.

I am….who I am, for better or worse.

I think…things to death.

I can't help the fact that…I'm a hedonist.

I stay….true.

Vorig - Daarna

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